its scary how everyone's scrambling for plans for next yr.. & it seems that i might be the only one left in auzzie land... that's really really scary.. considering how my frens here may no longer be just a freecall away, but a 7+hr flight away... i don't want that! =(

louise mentioned yesterday that if she gets married at 24, i'll still be in sydney & can't help her plan her wedding!? *yes blonde as that may sound* hehh.. but its so true thou.. if she does go back to sg, i'm so gonna miss her *ehem* jokes/comments/entics/actions.. sigh.. i can't say i'm excited abt next yr now.. thou i am truly happy that i got into dentistry.. but there's gonna be a struggle to settle into a new place, make new friends, do new things.. 4 years in Sydney WILL make a difference to me i know.. & assuming i further my dental degree in the US eg. specialising in a particular area (which i know my mum wants), that will take another 2+ years.. & if i still want to work before i go back to Sg... wow.. it looks like a potential 8-10yrs before i actually can go home...

i know i definately will go home eventually.. after all, the clinic is there for me to take over.. but can i wait so long? can my parents? sigh..