"all my bags are packed, i'm ready to go..."

- Leaving on a Jet Plane by Chantal Kreviazuk

yup, that's me for now.. i'm physically ready to go back to Spore.. but in terms of responsibilites to schwork, i'm no where near ready.. sigh. i am really really worried that i won't be able to finish all that i have to do. i come back to melb on monday night 1am, & tues i have internet applications assign due. thankfully the lecturer said we can hand that in on thurs. den i fly to sydney on weds arft.. got HPS essay due on fri & hvn gotten an extension for that yet. am praying that the lecturer will grant it. hopefully i can extend that a whole week so i can study for patho test on monday first. sigh sigh.. in a way i can't wait for this next 1wk+ to end, den i can really settle into this final sem & get thru the motions of assignments, tests, exams.

perhaps i don't have enough faith in God? i mean, i know definately that the opportunity to fly back to spore just to do a test isn't just an option for most people.. the cost, the hassle just makes it so difficult for most pple. yet, God granted it for me. next, i got a chance to be interviewed for grad dentistry in sydney uni thou my results so suck & i barely made the min grade. yet, God granted it for me. the doors to dentistry are opening & yet i worry abt the daily hassles & the stresses of being a student. sigh, vivien, u need greater faith in the Almighty One who has given you so much already.

oh well, for now, its back to patho & MCAT prep test papers..