Gymming...

am i becoming a slave to the gym? =/ hmmm...

i mean, i feel super fat if i hvn't gone to the gym today, & i oni really feel like i've done a good workout when i feel abit achey after gymming. if i eat unhealthily after the gym session i feel as if i've put back the calories i've lost.. budden, i DO still eat junk food, eat chips, eat rubbish... maybe that's y i'm not losing wt? =/ sigh...

* i tink i should join the auz version of 'the biggest loser'... but i don't weigh 200 pounds.. so will they take me? =/

*hate my fats.. sigh