wow.. ok i dunno wat to describe last nite as.. simply put, i dunno if it was a success or a failure. could be both i guess, depending on how u look at it, & 'when' u look at things too. timing well is of essence.. hmm.. before everyone konked out i guess it could be considered a success.. but after mostly everyone got plastered hum.. den i dunno liao..

cleaned up after a few pple last nite.. was more worried abt how much everyone had consumed & how they were feeling. i'm just such a worry-wart la.. seeing how things went last nite, i really wonder y pple want to drink so much? well, as 2 pple shared with me.. they can't stand the idea of not taking up pple's offer of drinking, of refusing the challenge. sigh.. i guess i can understand that sentiment. i feel the same in other kinds of situations- who wants to lose right?

but i'm proud of myself cuz i dint succumb to any peer pressure. honestly there were a few times when i felt i should just lose myself, relax & consume a few drinks. but at the back of my mind was the nagging reminder that i can't hold my drinks, reminder of those times when i totally puked everything out, of the not-so-nice sensation of having alcohol in ur tummy, of the extra work ur poor liver has to do.. ya.. so thank goodness i didn't have anything. every party needs someone like me hehee.. someone who stays sober & clear minded & helps everyone else right? =D

but to the pple who dint feel well.. i hope u're better now.. forget whatever happened last nite, be it good or bad ok?! its a new day! =)