hmmm i spent yest & today shopping! retail therapy... bought a few new things, which hopefully i don't get too fat to wear! which reminds me, i'm taking over shanna's fitness 1st membership from tomorrow.. so well, pray i am motivated enough to go everyday & hopefully shed some of this excess baggage!

i've been in a melancholic mood.. i dunno y thou. sometimes i feel that so much is going out of me, but nothing much is coming in. sigh. what i mean is i'm giving out so much in trying to love pple around me.. but i can't feel the same frm others.. if u noe what i mean.. i tink i should really have gone for camp. i need a refreshing rain from God.. i need something to cheer me up & make me more at peace at where i am now. oh well.. maybe i just need more chocolate! sweet things release endorphins, (enzymes that make you happy) so that can i elevate my mood. i've got 2 tests & 2 assignments due on the same day after the easter break.. and another one due the day before.. 5 major things + cg stuff + all the catching up on my studies to do.. argh, what am i doing shopping & still blogging!

p.s. its not because of that that i'm feeling low.. cuz i've just finished it.......