Mission trip sharing + testimony

gosh i have so much to say.. where to start?

i shared my testimony tonite thou i had no idea what i wanted to say. i really wanted Shing Fuh to share & so in urging him i 'volunteered' to go up with him.. dig my own grave only right!? & just short of feeling like a fool & a porcelain doll standing up there.. i thot i'd better open my mouth to say something after he finished..

so i shared with OCF what Ching Hui shared with me in the missions retreat wkend... she's really changed my perspective & my walk with God. its because of the simple words that she said: "if you keep thinking of the past & keep feeling small & useless, how can u let God change you & teach you?" she told me that she used to be like me- quiet, un-confident, shy, scared to speak out & always feeling like she couldn't do anything.. but one day she realised that all that had to go. she had to let God use her & change her, that she may grow stronger & healthier in her relationship with him. what she said has had such a big impact in my life. she has changed my outlook, & my feeling towards cell leading, & in just doing things for God. her encouragement has given me confidence & courage to do bold things for God. i feel that i CAN uphold a whole cell group & it won't collapse in my face, i now feel that i CAN do alot more for God. Ching Hui, i can't thank you enough for what you told me.. don't think you would read this.. but thank you, thank you, thank you.

the Kunming mission trip sharing with OCF went pretty well. thou i was kinda sad that the powerpoint presentation dint go as planned.. ( some slides were too fast & the music died b4 the slides ended).. even though i went thru it many times & it was working perfectly b4 that. dunno y after we linked it up to the projector everything just seemed to zoom quickly.. sigh. also the 'paiseh' feeling when we all came walking up to the front in our 'chinese' clothes hehe.. felt so embarrassed.. & then we ended with singing the song "Give Thanks" in mandarin.

overall.. it was a great friday.. thou abit long drawn out.. but well.. i learnt stuff frm pple, pple learnt stuff frm me.. hehe.. isn't that wat a growing process is all about?