i saw a particular someone today.. hehe.. he looked not bad in a polo-t.. not that i've never seen him in one before.. just tt i guess i hvn seen him in this one so perhaps it just looked 'right' on him. =p hehee..

ohh & found out some new 'stuff' abt lou's ehem hahaha... dodgy!

oh a sadder note.. CG prayer meet was kinda dismal today wif oni me & SF turning up.. sigh.. one cgl & her prayer ic.. how sad rite? how can i stress the importance of prayer to them? how come some Christians just feel that other stuff can be more important then dedicating that short 30-45mins, at most 1hr to God? esp when u Know u're supposed to come, i mean u can at least Try to make an effort..i understand that sometimes things come up unexpectedly.. but i don't think they happen every week do they? dun lie to me if u don't want to come.. just tell me the truth!? i can handle it~ really!

am i being too pushy with things here? am i being judgemental? sorry if i am.. but i guess i feel like a i hvn done a good enough job stressing that God works in such an amazing way thru prayer.. actually i don't think i even hve to tell them.. they KNOW inside their hearts.. but i dun understand-how come they know but don't want to take action?

don't come just cuz i nag at u & u feel like u must, don't come just cuz u feel responsible, don't come cuz u feel like 'oh if i don't go she will be angry', don't come only when i specially have to remind you.. come because u WANT to, come cuz u feel the urgency, come cuz u Understand the need to prayer, come cuz u want to fellowship wif the others, come cuz u need God's touch..

am i just being too hard on them? i'm judging.. i noe.. its wrong.. i'm sorry.

but to SF & april who joined us for prayer meet.. Thank You.