am at CAE lib now.. been here at 10/11 plus AM these few days.. sigh, its as if i live here oredi.. thank goodness its near my place.. well, its a really lovely quiet library, not as packed as ballieu, not as distracting as ballieu with its numerous chit chat 'hotspots' as u do stretching exercises..

first exam on monday, physiology was really BAD. no bad's not the word, horrible, undo-able, an utter failure.. u get the drift.. i won't be passing that one i'm sure. yes i reckon its all my own fault. esp when studying is a 'u either do it or u don't thing'. i can keep saying the paper was too hard, too tricky, asked too much of us, but it all boils down to one thing: my own darn fault. its my fault i can't memorise the chunk of info required to ans the qns, my fault i dint noe enuf to regurgitate, my fault i dint study more in-depth, my fault my english isn't good enuf to understand the qns! =/ really felt like crying when i walked out of REB.. other times u walk out feeling like u "MIGHT" fail.. this time.. its not a might, it a "WILL DEFINATELY" fail. i'm expecting a F on my transcript oredi. crap, i haven't failed before & i don't want to start! *_*

tmr's microb.. i really pray its better. at least i really like this sub. but i don't think i know enough yet. if the paper's gonna be like last yr's den i still have a glimmer of hope... but the mcqs are so tough.. sigh.

alrite, enough complaining.. shall go back to virology, immunoglobulins, rotaviruses, enteritis.. blah blah blah... =(