i'm so TIRED... so drained.. i just feel like sleeping, but i'm not in my own house, not 'alone' in someone else's too.. so, can't exactly do what i want.. plus i feel so 'time oppressed'.. every second that i'm awake is just slipping away from me, i'm losing minutes, seconds, hours doing things that perhaps i would want to do, or things that somehow i end up doing, or just being in the wrong place at the wrong time.. i have offically 9 more days to my first paper, & i'm NO WHERE near finishing in revision. want to do it NOW.. BUT. BUT. BUT. .. wrong place & wrong time is all i can say. sigh.. =/

2 things to blog abt today.

1) was in the union toilet today, & horrors of horrors i heard a guy's voice in the toilet. i was like: HUH?? isn't this the ladies? or did i hear wrongly? AND THEN i saw in the handicapped cubicle, 2 sets of feet! that's not all.. i also saw a pile of CLOTHES near the FEET.. argh! gross! so OBVIOUSLY it was a couple there MAKING OUT or.. argh.. worse... lets not let our imagination go any wilder here..

2) worship session. GOSH. i was SO EMBARASSED today during the 2nd song. UTTER HUMILATION! *sob sob* we were singing the pre-chorus part, then i was holding one ear closed so i could hear myself sing, cuz i was supposed to sing this harmony part in the chorus. ok so we were singing the pre-chorus part.. lalalala.. THEN, i FORGOT there was a slight pause before the chorus is supposed to be sung, & also cuz i couldn't really hear April's voice with one ear closed, so i launched STRAIGHT into the chorus after the pre-chorus! OMG i was so darn PAISEH when i realised my mistake! thank goodness today's OCF is just Janice's sector.. not many pple.. whew! imagine if i had done it in front of the WHOLE OCF.. i'll just die of the humilation.. find a hole & stick my head into it.. =(