Home Alone Viv

am alone at hme today... Aunt left this arft for KL & will oni be back on monday.. so i'm home alone for the next couple of days. doesn't help that its freezing today.. temp has dropped to the mid 10 degs.. thou now that it's late nite it prob is around the single digit mark i reckon.

being alone really makes u think.. every little sound is served a response from you. ur ears are so much sharper. i've been alone before, after all i used to stay alone in CS, & even in aunt's place there were also times when she dint come hme cuz she was in her Ballart arpt.. mayb its the weather, coupled with the fact that i don't feel at all 100%, that's y i'm feeling down & *silent*.. drowning out the 'peace' of my place with music thou.. gotta hve some backgrnd noise.. or else i tink i'll go nuts. which really gets me thinking.. pple who live in eternal silence- the deaf, they're missing out on all the hustle & bustle of life..budden maybe they've never Heard, so they dunno what is 'noise'?

not feeling too good maybe cuz i donated blood today? oni managed to give 3/4 of the usual bag thou. prob cuz i dint drink enuf water b4 the donation. they couldn't find my vein, had to 'dig' around for it. which i must say is a NOT at ALL nice feeling.. *pain* *pain* *pain* is how i would describe it.. until the pain becomes *numb arm* =/ hmm & yes i regret not staying the lib, or at least to sit down for a longer while den i did.. by the time i got hme wasn't feel all that good.. slightly woozy, ok, i dint FAINT.. but still felt kinda shakey. so went to sit on my comfy couch straight after i stepped into the door..