its 2am.. what am i still doing up?

hmmm just handed in a 20% assignment today & also pulled through on 2 tests: 5% & 20%.. i feel like i can finally BREATHE..... its just been so hectic this past 2 weeks, & last night was no better... i can honestly say that yesterday was spent studying/finishing up my essay.. not one bit of time spent wasted on the tv or reading or just plain rubbish.. well, not to say that i didn't have breaks also.. but they were really short ones.. sigh.. all this pressure & stress of studies.. i tink i've never worked harder in my uni life than this year... 3rd yr is turning out to be ever so stressful & pressuring, with assignment datelines one after another, unceasing. there never seems to be an end to the datelines that i have.. sigh..

been reading pple's blogs.. i realise that almost everyone is stressed out abt sch, or feeling down abt smtg else.. sigh poor things. i understand how it feels.. i've just been thru the same thing.

i'm gonna admit smtg here. everything came crashing down on me on last fri.. well kinda everything. i felt as if i couldn't take the pressure anymore, too many datelines, too many commitments, too many things to handle, not enough time. sigh.. the things that i used to enjoy doing became burdens to me.. so with my heavy shoulders, heavy heart, there was no where else to turn but to the One who would take me into His arms, hug me & say," I will take your burdens onto my shoulders, I give you rest."

so its only by His strength & support that i've made it past this weekend.. & emerged into a brighter, happier monday night... which is becoming more of a tuesday morning as i type this.. so its off to lala land for me..... *zzzzzzzzz*