how come things have suddenly changed? like, at first there were 2, then it became 4... then now all of a sudden its become just 1. ok i mean its not really sudden i guess.. this issue has been talked about for a few weeks oredi.. but i just feel so stuck man.. i dunno where i'm gonna live next yr..

aunt's place is now a no-no.. not just because of the emotional toil it has on me.. which was one of the reasons y i decide that final yr was gonna b a 'no-aunt-in-the-same-house-year'.. but now she's got a job offer to go to china to work for 2-3yrs in Beijing, so mum feels i should move anyway so we don't inconvenience her if she wants to rent out the whole arpt. hmm actually she wants to rent it to me, but mum thinks its not wise still.. after all, how much rent is enough?

should i seriously consider & take up dad's offer of buying an arpt? but it just makes no sense to go to that expense.. after all i 'technically' only have 1 more yr of uni... besides i'm already costing them so much money overseas.. + us renovating our house here in spore. do we really have the spare cash?

so i'm back to square one. gosh this is just becoming a larger & larger issue.. indeed, housing is such a pain in the neck.. what am i going to do next yr?

God please help me..