things at hme are back to normal.. i mean.. she's acting 'humane' today.. makes me feel abit better. =)

had a wonderful dinner at Blok M in Pahran with Auntie MF & Kyra tonite.. feel so stuffed now.. dinner was at like 8pm & now its 12plus & i'm still feeling the after-effects of overeating.. sigh.. nvm, dinner wif auntie comes pretty rarely these days since we're all so busy. but it was fun & good company, good food.. so its all worth it. =)

tmr i start my thursday fasts. made a promise to God to seriously pray & fast for a change in my family, esp with my parents. early this yr God had already put in my heart that smtg will indeed change in my parents' hearts towards Him. & i already can see some of it happening.. they are softening towards my peserverence & stand in going to church & OCF.. last july hol, mum even wanted to go church with me, but just that timing wasn't right & i only found out tt Trinity CC had sat nite services the wkend b4 i was supposed to leave for melb. =/ but i know she's changing her heart towards coming back to church. God's really working in them i know. so, just as someone prayed for me to come to Christ, i shall pray for them to come back to Him & receive Him in their lives again.

*Jie, if u're reading this, know that i pray for u always.. & kor as well. am hoping & praying that with God as the centre in our family, things will work out for the better & i know there won't be as many squabbles & arguments... i love u all lots.. =)

with fasting tmr.. i shall pray also for a decision on CG.. whether to say yes or no.. told mich i shall give her an ans by monday.. actually i think God's already answered me.. was doing my devotions & felt God tell me that He knows what i need (Matt 6:32) & to give a quick response (Psalms 27:8).. but still i'm not sure.. i dunno if all the interpretations are my own imagination, or really from God. sigh.. i tink if they really are frm God, He must be kinda irritated wif me oredi... sigh.. sorry Lord.. i dunwan to be so weak in my faith in You.. but pls show me yet another ans/sign.. that i may know 100% that this decision is Your will, not mine...