i just burnt my left thumb cooking porridge for dinner. scalded more like it. its red, hot, painful, & looks bad to me.. soon the 'bubbles' will start forming.. hmm all the stuff i've learnt in patho abt inflammation's cmg back to me now. gosh this is the 2nd time its happened. the first time i burnt my finger this sem was just after we learnt abt acute inflammation in lectures.. & now i've done it again, except its a diff finger & a diff time. but still i'm AM learning abt inflammation for the mid-sem on tues.. so technically.. its kinda the same too.. *weird*

going off skiing tonite at 1.30am.. sigh.. the timing is bad seriously. not just the 1.30am that i hve to meet at lygon, but also the fact that i've got 2 mid-sems cmg up, esp the patho one on tues that i'm not ready for. crap. i can't raise my level of excitement to a decent level for the trip at all.. i'm just feeling kinda drained & pressed for time to cram all i can into my head. i know i'm not the only one feeling this way.. but still i also know i shouldn't be.. i committed myself in going for the trip long ago so i should hve been prepared for all this.. doesn't help that i feel so uneasy going, not just bcuz of the tests, but also cuz i forgot to tell my aunt & parents much earlier that i had this planned. only msged my parents last nite & msged aunt today. feel so wrong, so naughty, so downright bad. sigh.. & parents dint call me to like find out the details of the trip, which is so unlike them. i'm wondering.. mayb they dint get my msg? shucks, if that happens i'm so dead if they find out frm aunt that i'm not in melb but at the ski slopes & dint find out first-hand frm me. BUT it wouldn't b my fault den rite? *confused*depressed*guilty*