OCF 14th May

Had OCF last nite.. was pretty good i tink.. we met up at VC's at 4plus to make sandwiches for sector supper, den headed off to uni at 5.30pm for OCF.. BS was on Taming the Tongue.. oh, smtg to share abt that.. i dint know the BS was on this topic till thurs when April told me after i shared with her the awful weds evening i had.. ya, rmbr in my previous blog entry i was so angry with HER that i just went on & on abt how she was so horrible.. but perhaps its God's way of telling me to show her more Love.. I AM trying my best, but sometimes it really is hard when she doesn't reciprocate in kind, & still treats me like her maid instead of her niece.. sigh, this is the biggest trial i face everyday.. every wkend when she's hme i just feel like i need to escape from this house, escape from her, escape from anything she might want me to do for her.. =(

We sang the song for Charlene last nite too.. it went pretty well i reckon, thou abit paiseh hehe.. then my dear CG surprised me with a cake, & den the Whole ocf sang:"Happy Birthday" to me! =) waaa.. so embarrassing man.. =/ thanks to deb who baked the cake & to jen & mich for organising it.. =)

thou it was my cake, i couldn't eat it cuz i'm doing the world vision 40hr famine that started 8pm yesterday.. finishing at 12pm on sunday.. its tough man.. cuz i feel so hungry but yet i know i can't eat.. drawing my strength frm God, i know i can make it!

ok, shall end here.. am going to lib to study.. (sian!) but no choice, exams cmg oredi..*scared*